today, i received a very sweet gift. it was a very cute looking box, nicely wrapped in a sweet sky blue wrapper, decorated with a sweet dark blue flowery decoration. inside the box, was a little piece of paper. On the little piece of paper, was a sweet message, send by a sweet person, my sweetestest sweetest sweet dearestest dearest dear! Thanx dear! u r sooooo sooooo sweet.
after two days, i finally got to see you again. Only God knows how happy i felt upon seeing you. Today, i finally understood why you always seem so reluctant to let me see u home. it’s all because u cared. u din want to trouble me knowing how busy i can get in school and all. how silly could i be, to be thinking that u r trying to avoid me? silly me.
so what if my ger went out accompanying her guy colleague to go get some stuffs? he’s just her colleague after all. why do i need to deprive her of her own social life? selfish me. silly me.
Dear, i’m sorry to have doubted u in some sense. and again, i made u sad, terribly sad. Sorry to have made u cry. Dear, u have been too nice to me. I always end up making you cry. Dear, I am sorry. I hope u’ll stop blaming urself. U’r the one i wanna be with, so pls dun ever leave me. dun even mention the "B" word. pls dun.
Dear, i noe u love me. it’s me who get jealous too easily. it’s me who often doubted u. the prob lies with me actually, not u.
are you being nice to me? or are u avoiding me? it’s really so hard to tell them apart. are u afraid that you will trouble me? or u don’t want to see me?… hai~
i’ve said many times before. it’s really not a trouble at all. all i need is to be with you for short moment each day, and i’ll be the happiest man in the world. why do you insist on depriving me of this then? don’t you understand? or are u refusing to understand me?
There’s so much i want to say. but i dun know where to begin. and i dun know how to say it. in the end, a card was all i have to give. the drawing must have been ugly. but i hope u can see the effort i put in it. there’s little words written on it. but i hope u can sense my care, concern and love for you.
我要的只是你在我身边 (Wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian)
All i really want is to have you by my side.
confused. hurt. dissapointed. sad.
i feel terrible, like shit, actually. hai~~…
are you avoiding me?
are u getting sick of me?
or did i make u angry?
why are you like this?
why don’t you want to see me?
are u testing me?
or… i dunno…
but don’t you know? all i want is to have you by my side.
i miss your smile.
i miss everything about you.
i need you.
cos… you’re my other half.
Hey ppl! Happy New Year to all of U, esp my chinese frens. Xin Nian Kuai Le! Wan Shi Ru Yi!!!
haha. so, it’s a brand new year. so, to some.. it’s time to make new year wishes rite? i was like over the moon when my ger said, "my wish is to be with you everyday every year…"
so sweet rite? yeah.. that’s my ger alrite.
I have forgotten how long was it,
Since I last heard you,
Telling me your favorite story,
I have been thinking for a very long time,
Im beginning to feel paranoid,
Did I make any mistakes again?
You came and tell me with the tears in your eyes,
That fairytales are all lies,
Its impossible for me to be your prince charming,
Maybe you will not understand,
After the moment when you said you loved me,
The stars in my sky, are beginning to shine and shimmer.
Im willing to be, the angel you love,
In the fairytales,
Open my arms wide,
And let it become wings, to protect you,
You have to believe,
Believe that we will be like the fairytale,
With happiness and joy as the ending.
Everything is our beautiful ending.
wang le you duo jiu zai mei ting dao ni
dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi
wo xiang le hen jiu
wo kai shi huang le
shi bu shi wo you zuo cuo le shen me
ni ku zhi dui wo shuo
tong hua li dou shi pian ren de
wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi
ye xu ni bu hui dong
cong ni shuo ai wo yi hou
wo de tian kong xing xing dou liang le
wo yuan bian chen tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou bian chen chi pang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin
xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
I don’t say those three words enough although i noe i shud,
Dear you’re my everything and it’s for good,
You are the little angel sent to me from up above,
Dear its you that I want to care, cuddle and love.
Don’t ever doubt this love it will always be alive,
My heart reaches out to you each time you arrive,
I couldn’t see myself with anyone else but you,
You’re the light in my heart that shines through.
My sweetest, cutest, most adorable and lovable.. that’s U,
I love all the qualities that I have found in you,
In my mind and thoughts its you I will see,
Dear it’s unbreakable this love in you and me!
yo peepz, if u r reading this, let me tell u that TPJC Alumni Band is having their very first concert of their own. This will mark their 2nd official public performance! The concert will be on 29th Dec 2005, at Singapore Conference Hall at 7.30pm. visit the band’s webpage to find out more!!!
the webpage is designed by me! really very proud of it. for once, i am satisfied with the outcome of the website. http://www.trillusiontheatre.com/tpjcalumniband !!! Check it out now!
