it’s just you… and me…

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I Have Searched My Heart
For the Words to Say
Just How Much You Mean to Me
This Valentine’s Day

You are All of God’s Blessings
Rolled into One
My Angel, My Dreams
My Nightfall, My Sun

My Every Waking Moment
My Hopes and My Fears
My Disillusion, My Contentment
My Joy and My Tears

But Most Important of All
I Thank God When I Pray
Because You Make Every Moment
My Valentine’s Day

Happy Valentine’s Day, Dear!

today, i received a very sweet gift. it was a very cute looking box, nicely wrapped in a sweet sky blue wrapper, decorated with a sweet dark blue flowery decoration. inside the box, was a little piece of paper. On the little piece of paper, was a sweet message, send by a sweet person, my sweetestest sweetest sweet dearestest dearest dear! Thanx dear! u r sooooo sooooo sweet.

after two days, i finally got to see you again. Only God knows how happy i felt upon seeing you. Today, i finally understood why you always seem so reluctant to let me see u home. it’s all because u cared. u din want to trouble me knowing how busy i can get in school and all. how silly could i be, to be thinking that u r trying to avoid me? silly me.

so what if my ger went out accompanying her guy colleague to go get some stuffs? he’s just her colleague after all. why do i need to deprive her of her own social life? selfish me. silly me.

Dear, i’m sorry to have doubted u in some sense. and again, i made u sad, terribly sad. Sorry to have made u cry. Dear, u have been too nice to me. I always end up making you cry. Dear, I am sorry. I hope u’ll stop blaming urself. U’r the one i wanna be with, so pls dun ever leave me. dun even mention the "B" word. pls dun.

Dear, i noe u love me. it’s me who get jealous too easily. it’s me who often doubted u. the prob lies with me actually, not u.

are you being nice to me? or are u avoiding me? it’s really so hard to tell them apart. are u afraid that you will trouble me? or u don’t want to see me?… hai~

i’ve said many times before. it’s really not a trouble at all. all i need is to be with you for short moment each day, and i’ll be the happiest man in the world. why do you insist on depriving me of this then? don’t you understand? or are u refusing to understand me?

There’s so much i want to say. but i dun know where to begin. and i dun know how to say it. in the end, a card was all i have to give. the drawing must have been ugly. but i hope u can see the effort i put in it. there’s little words written on it. but i hope u can sense my care, concern and love for you.

我要的只是你在我身边 (Wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian)

All i really want is to have you by my side.

confused. hurt. dissapointed. sad.

i feel terrible, like shit, actually. hai~~…

are you avoiding me?

are u getting sick of me?

or did i make u angry?

why are you like this?

why don’t you want to see me?

are u testing me?

or… i dunno…

but don’t you know? all i want is to have you by my side.

i miss your smile.

i miss everything about you.

i need you.

cos… you’re my other half.