it’s just you… and me…

FIRST TIME VOTER!!! haha… yarh, that’s me. making history. first time being able to vote. was hoping that i could make a difference in shaping singapore’s future. i was nv interested in politics really. neither am i now. but ever since i heard mr chiam speak, i’ll always rmb his words…

"with power comes corruption, total power comes total corruption!!!"

i gave it a thought, and it does make sense actually. we certainly needed an alternative opinion in the government. not everything decided by the government is correct and is the best for the people. of course, we dun need someone in the government to oppose for the sake of opposing, but we certainly need ppl to oppose when things are not quite correct. how can we assure ourselves that those pap ppl dare to oppose the decisions made by those main ppl in the government? they are paid to work sia, they wont have the guts to oppose that much, they might get kicked to those lowly jobs… like ministry of environment and take charge of the dustbins… haha.

nevertheless, mr chiam and mr low won back their seats and they deserve it. congrats to both of them!!!

but one thing that i wont forget that happened today is when me and my dad went to vote earlier today. both of us are loyal supporters of WP. but the funny thing is that, my dad confidently placed a "tick" instead of the supposedly "cross" on his voting sheet. silly!!!!

Went out to parkway today with eileen and jessi. haha. that was the first time i saw jessi in person. she’s very cuteeeeee!!! haha. but poor thing, eileen call her blackie! haha. silly. both of them really funny. so kiddy. haha. mayb i am too old le…

well, we din do much la… jessi bought a pair of ear rings, and then we went look arnd. yarh… but the real funny thing happened when we were on our way back home. we boarded bus 31 and then sat at the two seats which are facing each other near the front of the bus. Eileen sat beside Jessi, and me.. sat beside a ger who was sleeping. she’s very very very cute lor!!! much cuter than jessi!

she’s probably arnd 4-5yrs old. and… she was drooling away! haha. but poor thing leh… she was dead asleep there alone, and we found it quite weird and worrying. we looked all over, but couldnt see anyone which looked like her parents. poor ger… where’s her mummy daddy???

after a while, i saw this young lady seating directly behind me. she too was fast asleep like the little ger. although she wasn’t drooling away, she was nodding away… and she did have some kind of resemblance with that little ger. so, i thot she might be her elder sis la. so, we were relaxed for quite a while… until…. that young lady woke up and alighted from the bus shortly. we went berserk!!! eileen and jessi are almost reaching their stop, and they had to leave me all by myself to worry for that poor little kid.

i tried waking her up, but she simply couldn’t wake up. she must be really tired… i then seek for assistance from another young lady who was seating on the other side of me. i told her to help me wake up that little ger and asked her abt her parents’ whereabouts. i was afraid that the ger might not understand english. But that lady was sooooooo blur… in the end, i got like almost the whole bus looking at me. they too were curious to find out what happened.

thank god, got this middle-aged lady came to my rescue. she quickly came forward and helped out. and when she asked that little ger where her parents is… she sleepily pointed to the driver. i was shocked, and so was that lady. she asked again to double confirm. and true enough, her dad is the bus driver!!!

i laughed to myself as i find that i worried for nothing. haha. but i was relieved nevertheless that all is fine!

02 Dec 05 - First alumni prac with the "kids"

27 Dec 05 - Darling’s birthday…. no present for her. =Pp

29 Dec 05 - Concert…. Pox-ing day for her… boohoo…

01 Jan 06 - New yr!!!

06 Jan 06 - the day we’ll remember.. and stupid me, did everything via sms… honey says i’m not sincere…

11 Jan 06…

13 Jan 06…

18 Jan 06…

06 Jan 2013????

    "Dear ar.. Juz wanna tell u dat.. I wanna be with u as long as possible. I dun wanna think abt any other stuff.. I hope i wun.. I juz wanna love u and be with u.."

boohoo.. i’m falling sick. but i’m all smiles actually. finally, the sunshine seems to be shining on me once again. nothing beats seeing her smiling back at me. the feeling… words can’t describe. it’s been truly a rocky week for me. but i’m glad that things turn out fine in the end. i found it so hard to sleep last few nites, but at least tonight, i noe i wouldn’t have any problem.

I guess there’s still so much i have to learn. taking good care of someone is truly never an easy task. i truly regret making her dissapointed and angry time and time again. but whenever that happens, i truly am very sorry. i know sorry can’t help much. and i can’t be saying sorry all my life. all i hope is that, i make less mistakes and aim to provide her the life long happiness that she deserves.

in any case, i fear losing her. and i guess i got a little paranoid past few days too. and she had to suffer because of that. guess the feeling of insecurity runs in both of us, not just her. but sometimes, i wish i could talk to her about anything and everything under the sun. dunno y, there’s still some kind of communication barrier between us… perhaps, we just need more time.

i admit, i still dun noe her well enough. although i certainly tried very hard to understand her, sometimes, i just misinterprete things and things turn out ugly. i admit i can’t read her mind either although for some strange reason, she can always read my mind. interesting huh? well, that’s my superwoman!

Attitude +

Quiet (when im with him) +

Noisy (alwaz) +

Bad-tempered +

Stubborn +

Humorous +

Joker +

Crappy +

Lame +

Playful +

Violent +

Fierce +

Silly (forever) +

Cheerful +

Pessimistic +

Optimistic +

Busybody +

Patient +

Honest (very. at least i admitted dat i whistled during econs lessons!)

Easy-going +

Friendly +

Chatterbox +

Fav collection —> Earrings +

Loves drawing +

Loves painting more +

Loves ball games +

Loves sunflower +

Needs sweets to survive +

Alwaz talk back to teachers +

Alwaz get scolded by teachers (esp Mary Lim.she "rocks" too!) +

Disturb ppl +

Irritates my lil bro & sista +

Alwaz catch cockroaches with bare hands +

Great stoner +

Daydream alot too +

Hates smoker +

Slacker +

Not studious +

Hardworking (Best Worker in IDA.which includes Ian,Alynia,Cassy,Linda,Xueyi) +

Alwaz fall aslp during concerts +

Loves performing (as in band) +

Band freak +

Alwaz believe in fate +

Dislikes the crazy guy on bus no.10 or 16 who goes ard mati-ing & die-ing +

Dislikes roses +

Dislikes yellow and blue +

Dislikes yoga +

Dislikes bimbo(s) and himbo(s) +

Hates ANT the most +

Dislikes hypocrites +

Dislikes rude ppl +

Dislikes Barney the purple monster coz he/she has short arms +

Gets irritated abit when ppl perform magic tricks to me +

Easily amazed by small things (a.k.a suar ku) +

Loves him alot +

Loves my family alot +

Loves my popo the most .

*Mickey mouse simply rawkz!*

what a relief! submission over liao!!! exams coming though… boohoo…. but nvm la… one major thing of my mind at least. just need to prepare abit for crit this wednesday… n then start preparing for exams if i dun wanna to screw it up again. wish me gdluck! i need it. =P

she says: silly. . if miss me. . hmm. . then eat sweets lo. .

or. . .hmm feel ur heart? then u’ll feel my presence. . =Pp

he says: wahhhh that’s deep

rarely i hear u say something like that, wonder where u got that quote from

she says: hmmhmm. i rarely sae lo. i oso duno. . juz think of saying it to u. .

She said, "Life is like drawing without an eraser…"

He said, "Dear dear, u don’t need an eraser. All you need is a set of watercolours to beautify the drawing. Even if the drawing is not beautiful to begin with, let me be your watercolour so that i’ll always be able to bring colours to you…"

(… to touch without touching? is it ever possible? think about it)

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I Have Searched My Heart
For the Words to Say
Just How Much You Mean to Me
This Valentine’s Day

You are All of God’s Blessings
Rolled into One
My Angel, My Dreams
My Nightfall, My Sun

My Every Waking Moment
My Hopes and My Fears
My Disillusion, My Contentment
My Joy and My Tears

But Most Important of All
I Thank God When I Pray
Because You Make Every Moment
My Valentine’s Day

Happy Valentine’s Day, Dear!